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Depression Kills me

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I used to write daily on my blogs, I used to be the best web designer around, now I have 5 companies to finish designing for them and I didn't finish the last 4 until now, it have been about a month or more, life started to be meaningless, my girl is not loving me anymore, I don't have cash and don't feel like wanting to finish my work and get it ....
I started thinking about taking ant depressions but seems like they hurt more then they cure, so I wont use them, my AdSense earnings fallen into 2 bucks per day, so dump huh ?
I am confused, I just want to die and rest in peace, or to live .... and I don't know how to live ...
this computer geek life sucks, I hate being attached to this machine, I used to love it, but now I am just lost .....
I though about suicide, but I don't think that I am that stupid to comet it ....

Comments

PA Scott said…
Hope your clients dont read your blog.
phi6961 said…
あきらめるな。。 
Anonymous said…
cheer up!
you will make it...
listikal said…
Wow dude, cheer up....this is the type of stuff to blog about. This is the type of stuff to talk to a therapist about.

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